When I ran away from the 'Octomom' persona, I went right back into my healthy lifestyle.
I was pretending to be a fake, a caricature, which is something I'm not, and I was doing it out of desperation and scarcity so I could provide for my family.
I was selfish and immature. I never wanted the attention. There were helicopters flying over the hospital while I was giving birth.
我很自私和不成熟. 我从来不需要关注. 我分娩时，有直升机在医院上空飞行.
I've been hiding from the real world all my life.
I'm damned if I do what I need to do with the media to support my kids, and I'm damned if I don't. If I don't, I can't take care of them.
Nobody lives happily ever after, because that is extremely unrealistic.
I have PTSD from all the reporters coming in over the years.
I'm a raw vegan, and I perceive pharmaceuticals to be poison.